Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Ennodu parayuuu

Ninte ella rahasyangalum
Nee ennodu parayuu.
Athellam thanne njan rahasyamayee
Sukshichu vakunnathanu.
Ninte ettavum nalla suhruthayi enne sweekarikkuu
Ninte jeevitha prathisandhikalil
Akasham nirmalamayirikumbozhum
Karum kolum kondirikumbozhum
Enne sweekarikuu.
Njan eppozhum ninte koode undakum
Vilichal vili kelkuka mathramalla
theerchayayum njan ninne rakshikunnathanu
Ella thettukalil ninnum ninne rakshikunnathanu
Pakshe enikum ninakum idayil
Mattoral varathe nokuka
Ente athmarthathaye
Arudethumayum ninaku
Thulanam cheyyanakumo
Njan pakarunna shakthi
Mattoralude karangalil ninnum ninaku labikumo
Njan ninaku nalkunna nirmala snehathinu
Samamayi aril ninnum Orikkalengilum
Ninaku labikumo......
Orkuka....Njan Ninnodukoodi....annum ...innum....ennum....iniyangottum.

snehathinte chudulla ormakal

Cheeripayunna vahanangalku purake ente vandiyum sthanam pidichirunnu.Enthu pedappadanu onnu officil ethicheran !Appozhekum dha kanunnu Red signal.Njan veruthe onnu watchileku noki.Samayam 9:30am.Ini ethra samayam edukkum onnu officil ethicheran.Veetil ninnum kurachukoodi nerathe irangamayirunnu.Ennal azhchayile akeyulla oru avathi dhivasam kazhinju pitte divasam nerathe eneetu readiyayi purapeduka ennathu valare budhimuttulla karyamanu.Bhamakkanengil thingalazhcha ennoru divasam varenda ennanu.Karanam avalude kettiyon thingalazhcha veetril ninnirangiyal pinne one week kazhinje varikayullu.Njan officil pokathe avalude kude irunnal enthu santhosham anenno avalku.Avalude veerpichu kettia mughavum chinukkavum kandittallathe orotta thingalazhcha polum njan bagumayi veetil ninnum irrangarilla.Manasilla manasodeyanengilum njan avalodu yathra paranju irrangumayirunnu
Enal ippol angane alla.njangalipol orumichanu thamasam.Ente jolisthalathu njanoru veedu vangi.Njan officilekiragumbol aval adukkalayil nalla thirakkilayirikkum.Avalkenne onnu yathraparanjayakuvan kuudiyulla neram kuudiyilla.Alla avalodu paribhavichittu valiya karyamonnu milla.Ithiriponna kunjumoneyum Nallavanaya ii enneyum mekunnathinu avalku award kodukkanam.Mikka weekendsilum njangal outing pokumayirunnu.pathivupole one saturday njangal beachiluude nadakukayayirunnu.Evideyo kandumaranna oru roopam ente nere varunnathayi thonni.Arayirikkum athu?Njan nanne alogichu.Athe aval thanne.........Shalini.....Verutheyengilum njan kananagrahicha Shalini..........
Shaliniyodu enikkennum snehamayirunnu.Cheriyoru bhayathodeyulla sneham.Njangal orumichu oru collegil padichavaranu.Oru classilalennu mathram.Veluthu melinju,neenda mudiyulla ,saleena sundariyaya Shalini.Avalude oru nottathinayi,oru punjirikayi,kusalanveshanangalkayi podimeesakkar kathirunna kalam.Akkalathu njanum ente viralilennavunna kuutukarum avalumayi changathathilayirunnu.Anganeyirike Ansilil ninnau njan ariyunnathu avalku ennodu snehamanennu.Matullavarodullathinekal veritoru sneham.Itharinjappol njanonnu nadungi.Deivame.........veetilenganu marinjal....Achan ...Amma..Chattan .........nattukar.....ivarellam ente manasilekku kadannu vanu.Enthuvaade ithu....Ellathinum njangal ninte kudeyundu.........ennu ekaswarathil parayunna kuutukar.Kurachuneram njan onnu alogichu.Ellavarum Shaliniyude pinnale pokumbol aval enne thedi vannirikkunnu.Podimeesakarananengilum njanum kallavunnavan thanne.Athileniku cheriyoru ahangharam illathilla.Ennaloru kai nokiyalo ennalochichu njan ezhunettu.Shaliniyatha munnil nilkunnu !Ente peruviralil kudi oru tharippu kayarivarunnathu pole, kaikal virakkunnathu pole,entho parayuvan vannengilum vakukal thondayil udakinilkunnu.Enthu cheyyanamennariyathe maravichu nilkumbol Sunil paranju,"Shaliniyodu Vinuvinu entho parayanundu.Uchakku class kazhiyumbol kanam "Avalude mukatheku njan nokiyilla.Class kazhinjappol avalude kannil pedathe , kuutukarodu onnum parayathe jan avide ninum munngi.
Annu veetil chenu kure yere alochichu.Avale kalyanam kazhikan vetukar sammathikukayilla.Avalude veetu karyangaloke kure enikum ariyam.Engilum eniku avalodu sahathapamayirunnu.Pitte divasam pathivilum nerathe njan collegil etthi.Sahliniyumayi samsarichu.Njan paranju,"Ninne kalyanam kazhikan eniku sadhikayilla.""Saramilla ennalum eniku Vinuvine ishttamanu ",Aval paranju.Randu divasam kazhinju avalude oru kathu kitti.Pinne pinne kathukalude ennam kuudi kuudi vannu.Athinellam njan marupadi yezhuthi.Athinidayil chila kathukal ammayude kannil pedukayum athil ninnellam athyavasyam chmmalode njan rakshapedukayum cheithu.Oru divasam aval oru kalyana kshanakathu mayi vannu.Athavaludethayirunnu.Vinu theerchayayum kalyanathinu varanam.Athrayum paranju aval nadannu.Avalude jeevithathil enthokeyo sambavichirunnu.Avalude kalyanathinu pokan eniku kazhinjilla.Jeevithathle thirakitta ottapachilukalkoduvil varshangal palathu kazhinju.Avale kurichu pinnedu yathoru vivaravum ariyan kazhinjittilla.Athinidayil ente kalyanavum kazhinju.Idaku njan Bhamayodu Shaliniye kurichu parayarundu.Oru divasam Bhama paranju,"Eniku Shaliniye onnukanan kazhinjengil ennu.Ikkaryam njan pinnedu Ansilinodu paranjirunnu.Bhamayodu aa vishayathe kuruchu nee adhikam samsarikenda ennanu Ansil paranjathu.Ansilinte abiprayathil ethoru bharyakum bharthavine ishtamayirunna pennine kurichu kelkan thathparyamundakukayilla ennanu.Athu oru paridhivare..........alla theerthum sariyayirikkum.Pkshe ente Bhamaku enne nannayi ariyam....Njan ippol aranu...adyam enganeyayirunnu...ennoke...Aval enne innum innaleyum allallo kanan thudangiyittu.Pinne njan enthinu pedikanam Alengil thanne Shalini ippol kudumbavum kuttikalumayi evideyengilum ayirikum.Engilum avalekurichariyan oragraham .Athramathram.
Vinuvalle ithu...Aval ente aduthekuvannu.Bharthavum kuttikalum koodeyundu.Aval enne avarku parichayapeduthi.Avalipol nalla sthithiyilanu kazhiyunnathu.Njan Bhamaye Shaliniku parichayapeduthi.Bhamayum Shaliniyum kure neram samsarichu.Njan chodichu,"Shalini natilekonnum vararille"Aval paranju,"Njan enthinu nattil varanam .Avide enne anvekshikan arumilla.Arkum ennekondu oru upakaravumilla.Pinne enthinu njan nattil pokanam."Avar yathraparanjakannapol eniku parayanamenundayirunnu.........ninne vallapozhum orthirunna oral undayirunnu ennuu....oral ...oral mathram....
Njangal veetileku thirichu.Bhama pathivilum santhoshavathiyayirunnu.Thamashakanengil polum aval enne Shaliniyude karyam paranju kuthinovichukondirunu.Atheniku sahikavunnathilum apurathethayirunnu.Njan paranju,"Noku Bhame ,Nee ingane Shaliniyude karyam ingane parayunnathu eniku ishtamalla.Enikippol ente Bharyaye kurichum Mone kurichum kelkananu ishtam.....Iniyum nee Shaliniye kurichu paranjal..................Bhamayude mugam vadi.Aval paranju,"Njan veruthe thamasaku parayunnathalle.Athoke gauravathiledukkalleda kutta........Enikkum enthengilum oke vende onnu parayan.Ini njan Shaliniye kurichu onnum parayunnilla.Onnu kaliyakanum sammathikila ennu vachal valiya kashttama..........ithrayum paranju aval ente aduthekuvannu,oru kunjinepole chinunganum pichanum nullanumoke thudangi.Muriyileku arichirangunna nertha kuliril ente muri nirmalarum nishkalangarumaya kunjungalude oru lokamayi mari.Avide njanum ....ente Bhamayum...ente kunjum ............mathram.

Love

Love is most powerfull in great prospirity as well as in adversity.
Wedded love is the origin,
Love among friends is the protection,
Wanton love is currupting and debasing to the human character.


Love creates, perfects and destroys Human Nature.

Monday, August 24, 2009

A stream of conscious

Lots of lives -
In the bottom of the sea ,
A chain of thanks -
In the bossom of the heart.
To show this truth -
Is a suffering one.
With a freezing breeze -
Marine welcometo her lap
Silver shadow - with evening lights -
Arranged a pleasing sight to eyes.
A circuit near the port -
Bring thoughts without east and west.
Standing before Muruka and Naga -
With folded hand is memorable.
But now the time, like a sickle -
Try to slice this coloured picture.
The brighting sun -
Needs to set ,
The lighting moon -
Wants to appear.
But a helpless mind -
stands between these two...........
And bid farewell -
With a painful heart.
The loving presence -
Always make happy -
A caring look -
Make feel safty,
But the departing time -
Unbearable to think .

Feeling lonliness -
Spreading shadow ,
Gives a chance to know -
The pearl in the seashell.
Keeping with lots of love -
Praying for the goodwill ,
The searching eyes -
Longing for an erernal meeting.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Right day to start

Onam...........The very good, golden ,precious memories about Onam ...........How can we forget those childhood days. ?...........expecting the coming day,Atham for preparing Pookalam ..........that spirit...........in between the exam mood and rainy days . Today ,after 20 years back we feel the lack of something that we cannot reveal in these days which we feel in those days.